Started out as a pretty good day.  Not doin a whole lot.  Decided that we'd walk up town early since we had to go to Alexs school to make sure she made it to her GS meeting.  Our landlord passed by as we were on our way & said that if we don't have the full $425 by next Tuesday, we'll be getting an eviction notice.   If that doesn't bite ass!  There is no way in hell we can come up with that much money in a week.  That's crazy!  I doubt we could even come up with half of it!  I can't believe J didn't pay the rent this month & told me he did .  I could just slap him.  To have to uproot our kids again & go thru this shit is ridiculous!

     So we started brain storming on what we were going to do.  The best we can come up with is to stay in the efficiancy apts here in town.  It's basically a motel that got converted.  I mean it's $500 a month everything paid.  There is literally NOTHING else available in this town.  The economy has everyone hanging on to what they've got.  No one is wanting to move.  Least of all ME!  I can't stand the idea of packing everything up again...I freakin hate moving!!!  We want to stay in this school district so we don't have to uproot Alex in the middle of her Kindergarten year.  It's an important year for her.  At all cost I want to keep her in the school district. 

     Now since there doesn't seem to be anything we can do about the current rent situation.  We decided that we might as well ride out the eviction notice for the full 30 days & stick our money into getting a damn vehicle next month.  This walking in the cold shit is for the bears!  We can't stay without a vehicle all winter long.  Also, as soon as Alex gets outta school for the summer, if nothing else has become available around here, we'll just move back to Moberly/CoMo area.  I almost hope something opens up here because I really hate the idea of, like I said, uprooting my kids from the place they've become comfortable.  Alex has friends here.  Hell Leland has friends here.

     Girl Scouts went well .  She gets her candy order form the Thurs before Halloween..so that's the 30th I think?  It doesn't start until the 1st of Nov. (on her "honor" she won't start selling before then ) & it last only until the 8th!  8 days!  That's all she gets!  Crazy uh?  I can't believe that.  They better give her more days than that to sell cookies for sure!  I can't wait to do that with her.  I used to be the top seller every year!  All her relatives better buy from her to lol.  Yes, I'm talkin to you girl! You know who you are!  Believe that I'm gonna be hittin you up for sure!  That's all for now.  I'll keep ya'll updated on the rest of the story as it plays out .

     Football was great today!!  I can't believe that my Rams won!  Against Dallas no less who's having a KILLER season!  They stomped 'em to!  I think the score was 34-7!!  I couldn't be more thrilled.  Unfortunalty, Mizzou lost to Texas yesterday.  That sucks.  Texas railroaded 'em.  It's all good.  It's only the 2nd game they've lost all season & next weekend is Homecoming!  I can't make it to that game, but I got my eye on the game Nov. 8th!  WooHoo!  I'm so excited!  I really hope we have the funds to go cause I haven't made it to a game in 2 seasons!  I seen on the news the other night that SuperBowl tickets were going for something like $2000!!!  I looked at J and said, "Well, I guess we won't be attending any superbowls anytime soon!".  I'm not about to pay that much for a football game!  Hell the sodas there are probably $15! LOL! 

     Anyway, weigh in today was a bomb!  I mean a major B-O-M-B!  I gained 6lbs this week!  I was stunned.  I guess I shouldn't be because I sure didn't do a damn thing right this week.  I ate whatever the hell I felt like, & due to my being ill, I didn't get my walking in as much as I usualy do.  So this week I'm kicking it into MAJOR high gear!  Next week will be a much better way in!  Those 6lbs better be gone along with 6 more!!  GRRR!  Makes me so mad to gain all that weight, and have to RELOSE the shit!  So I'm going on a 7 day & see if it'll help.  I'm sticking to it this time to baby!!  Best believe I will not post another humiliating gain next week on my support group!  Everyone had a killer week but me!  How embarressing.  Makes it look like I'm not as serious about this as I am!  I'm gonna totally redo my entire diet & excercise routine.  I'm going to sit down tonight & come up with a whole new game plan.  First thing, I'm sending my BBC back.  It's not really what I thought, & I'm not really all that into aerobics.  I'm going to invest in something that I know I'll use everyday.  Like equipment!  An elliptical, a balancing ball, & a BODYBUGG!!  I'm going to keep my diet journals faithfully & write down EVERYTHING that passes these lips...ok ok not everything but you know what I mean perverts! LOL!

     Didn't get my walk in today even though it was beautiful.  I got a little one in this morning to the gas station & back.  About a mile.  Not much.  I will get my crunches in tonight though!  I really enjoyed doing them last night, & the burn this morning was off the chain!  Loved it!!!  I'm going to attemp the upper body BBC DVD tonight as well.  I don't know how far I'll get.  Last night I was doing good to get past the damn warm up.  I swear to you, they said to do jumping jacks for a min..I think I made it to 3....jumping jacks!  It's a wonder I didn't give myself a black eye!  Can you say SPORTS BRA!!!  Ya I def need to put that on my shopping list!  A very sturdy one!  I may need to buy one for my ass too cause that thing was jumpin more than my boobs!  I thought, what in the hell is that jumping up and slapping my back...oh it's just my ass.  LOL!

     Well, bloggers!  I'm off to finish up the supper dishes & get the kids settled down for bed!  Leland fell out in his highchair.  Fingers crossed that he stays that way the rest of the night so I can just put him straight in bed hehe!  Alex has Girl Scouts tomorrow!  Her first so I'll be sure to let ya'll know how that goes!!!  TTYS!!!